Focus on the pain

This is precisely how I feel right now: the knowledge of all the things I have to do in the next month is sitting on top of the structure of my current thoughts, but it's too heavy, and it's causing the structure to buckle and explode out sideways so none of my thoughts are where I need them to be when I go looking for them. In this image, my thoughts resemble a house built from matchsticks, and my to-do list looks a lot like, you know, the Death Star.